Need to rethink some what am doing here.

Had a extreme lockup today and don't know how handle. Try very hard be new and creative but when needed or was expecting people to enjoy and be part of event none showed up as entries. This destroyed entire idea of days of size and became speechless as did not know what to do as event was made to be interactive not sit and watch type play. Like said need to rethink about sim and direction. I make events for you enjoy. Spent week on rented homestead making tracks and floats and stuff. Offered nice payouts because wanted to give back as thank you, Now, not sure even that is enough as having severe self doubt right now. Must think for while on sl as whole. Am very tired too. Part of problem.